Jewel - Blue Christmas

So sad this year i can't go back to KK to celebrate Christmas with my families. Been crying since yesterday.. :'(..listening to this song makes it more worst. Damn you Jewel!! But i love this song..sigh~

What makes it more worst is when i tell my dad that i can't come. I miss him soo much.. sob sob..now i'm crying again..sigh~..can't write anymore. Tears keeps rolling down my cheek. Nanti orang fikir lain..

etc..etc..

WOW! It's been a while since i've blog. The last time i enter my blog is in April..now it's December already. Hmm..how time flies~

Well, now i'm a mother of 6 months old girl. My baby girl born on 30th May 2012 via c-section and weight 3.45kg. We named her Kirsten Khloe (Kirsten picked by her daddy, Khloe picked by me). Being a mother made me a happier wife and mother. I'm not saying it's easy to be a mom..it's very challenging  for both me and my hubby. Sometimes we argue about the baby and things, and me being very emotional is not helping at all...hehe..but now we're ok. 

Now Khloe babbles a lot and she's in the process learning to sit. She loves to shout and very² "manja". I just can't get enough of her. She's super adorable and annoying at times but i love it.

These are few of khloe's pics throughout the months..

2 days old @ Damai Specialist Centre, KK

1 month old

2 months old

3 months old

4 months old

5 months old

6 months old

She's growing up so fast and now becoming a naughty girl..like to bully me and her daddy..but i don't care. I love her soo much. And now i'm missing her...sigh~..can't wait to go home~

This year celebrate Christmas not only with my hubby but with my precious baby daughter for the 1st time... :)