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*taken from Bellifer's..

Hurt~

Have anyone of you been called by the girlfriend of your ex? Well, i do. How hurt is that right. She called me early Sunday morning while he's asleep..GREAT! How dare she checked his phone while he was asleep. Even i never disturb his phone before....sigh~...and dengan tembirangnya she said "he won't scold me. If he scold me, i scold him back!"..WOW!....i'm just very speechless...and hurt at the same time...i think kalau saya marah dia, memang suda lama kena cekik~

I don't know why did she called me many times..using his phone lagi tu (daring kan)..and she texted me using his phone "Hi. Do u still love Charles? I'm sorry he's taken already. Don't think he will back 2 u again..he won't do it. Were happy already"..how great is that right...ARGGHHH...i'm soo hurt!! If he's the one saying that to me, i don't mind..but this is the GF...OMG!!

How hurt could it be.. :(..she told me she's staying with him, went to KK together..kalau ya pun you guys do so many things together, jangan la bagitau kan. Is she purposely doing that to make me more mad? or is she too very proud for having him? But even so, you cannot tell every details what you did with my ex..it's painful to listen all those SHITS because he is the love of my life. Do you think i wanna hear all that?? Do you know it really hurts?! *sob sob*

Oh..i feel very - very hurt. Well, to my dear darling Charles honey..i'm happy for you in your relationship. Take good care of that gf of yours. I wish you well and good luck in everything you do~

*sob sob*

Why...

I'm finally over my ex...and all my friends are happy that I'm over him. But now for some reason i miss HIM so much. I even miss him more then i miss my boyfriend...and sometimes i even think about him. I just wanna know is it ok to still miss him so much now that I'm over him? Is it ok to even think about him?

I don’t know anymore but I am losing all hope..I am really sad sometimes…yeah I have fun going out and not having to worry about having to answer to anyone but it doesn’t keep me warm inside at night…anyway, sorry for rambling but I had to get this off my chest…

I have been debating on sms the ex and saying I don’t know what, not to beg him to take me back, but just to see what he is up to…but then again, I am afraid of the truth…I am afraid that he will tell me that he moved on and is with someone else…I can’t stand rejection and that is what I feel about my life that I am constantly getting rejected…

I just don't know what to do..sigh~

Trying to be creative

My rig model..hehe

my "lego" rig BIMA.. :P


SBM, Shell

thinking..

Talking to my sweetheart... ;)

Watchin people fixing the synchrolift

Site Visit (060810)

love this pic...looks kewl~ hehe

Andiamo - Gorgeous Yacht

Golden Opus

Northern Sun

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

Love love love this song soo much!! love the lyrics..love the video clip!

reasons i love my boyfriend

Here is a list of all the reasons I love my boyfriend...

He’s very cute.

He’s funny.

I like the hand motions he makes when he’s happy.

He’s sexy.

He’s got a huge brain.

He makes the cutest facial expressions.

He takes such good care of me.

He’s strong in himself.

He makes my heart melt.

He listens to me.

He's fun.

He’s an honorable man.

He’s very creative.

He’s passionate.

He rubs my palm.

He grounds me.

He’s considerate.

He likes to do things that make me happy.

He takes risks.

He is brilliant.

He gives me sweet kisses.

He’s inspiring.

He’s cheeky.

His eyes..ahhh, his eyes.

He kisses my hands.

He’s a big, strong man.

He’s confident.

He’s an independent thinker.

He likes to try new things.

He’s an adventurer.

He’s got muscular arms.

He’s macho.

He’s a great person to talk with.

He’s sympathetic.

He's hot.

He tells the truth.

He likes to snuggle.

He’s charming.

He’s such an interesting character.

He doesn’t let “no” stop him.

He’s a huge contribution to my life.

He likes to help people.

He’s unique.

He tells me I am beautiful.

He makes me feel special.

He’s gorgeous.

And one of the the main reasons I love my boyfriend:

He’s AWESOME!

Last Weekend..

Finally, we met in KL for the first time. When I saw him walk up, he was even cuter in person. I was SO nervous. We went to his fav hangout place, Starbucks...then went to Time Square to watch movie. After that we drove around and he brought me to Subang Jaya just to take his late dinner..haha..and then he sent me back to my hotel. It was so nice and he was being super romantic just like before..some things never change about him.. :)..

in the hotel..while waiting for him to pick me

The next day..this is the day that i'm looking forward to..hehe..going to MTV World Stage in Sunway Lagoon. He told me to wear white shirt with jeans (mau juga sama2..), so i wore white shirt and jeans skirt.. ;)..He picked me up at 1pm then straight to Sunway Pyramid. Upon reaching there, we went straight to A&W..another surprise from him.. :)..First surprise is the MTV World Stage ticket. Very - very sweet~.... :)..after that we went straight lining up to enter Sunway Lagoon for the concert. It was very hot at first but as we enter Sunway Lagoon, it began to rain. Nasib la kena provide poncho's and fan..

Fan from MTV

When we reach the surf beach, suddenly it rained heavily. Luckily la ada booth that sells some shirts and slippers. I bought slipper cos my feet blistered (tu la pandai² pakai heels kan)..ehehe..while KW busy trying to open the poncho for him to wear and he open mine too. Best thing is that he helped me to wear those poncho's..how sweet my bf is.. *wink*..bad thing about it is that i didn't take much pictures when i'm there. I don't even take any pictures with KW..sigh~...too excited with the concert until i forgot to take pix with him. I only took video of all four artists performing (well, not me la...KW is the camera man)..hehe..luckily he's tall *wink*

some of the crowds standing under the shades

The concerts end around 1.30am..i was really tired and sleepy..and sick (kena hujan lebat earlier on). After the show, we went to 7 Eleven. KW bought some panadol for me and for him as well..and some drinks. Then he sent me straight to hotel cos i have a plane to catch in few hours..sigh~..well, even though my schedule is full during the weekend in KL..i really having a blast and having the time of my life with my love. I love being with him..he's very grounded, funny, kind and so so caring. I guess i'm very lucky to have him.. :)

TAEYANG - WEDDING DRESS

Love this song...i know it's a Korean song..hehe..there's an English version too. Good lyrics..great video..love the music...