Friday, August 27, 2010

Why...

I'm finally over my ex...and all my friends are happy that I'm over him. But now for some reason i miss HIM so much. I even miss him more then i miss my boyfriend...and sometimes i even think about him. I just wanna know is it ok to still miss him so much now that I'm over him? Is it ok to even think about him?

I don’t know anymore but I am losing all hope..I am really sad sometimes…yeah I have fun going out and not having to worry about having to answer to anyone but it doesn’t keep me warm inside at night…anyway, sorry for rambling but I had to get this off my chest…

I have been debating on sms the ex and saying I don’t know what, not to beg him to take me back, but just to see what he is up to…but then again, I am afraid of the truth…I am afraid that he will tell me that he moved on and is with someone else…I can’t stand rejection and that is what I feel about my life that I am constantly getting rejected…

I just don't know what to do..sigh~

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Life~

Life is too short so you have to move on to enjoy the rest of it. The one who left you, didn’t deserve you so why should you feel bad. He is the one who couldn’t see the gem that he lost. One day, when he does, he will repent because you have moved on to a better world.

-K.W-