Kedapatan~

Last Saturday after came back from sunset Mass, the road back home was heavily jam. So i was on the right lane when suddenly i saw his car on the left lane. And surprisingly i saw him with his gf in the car and when he realized that i was beside him, he looks really tensed..LOL!! tidak kah kedapatan tu?! So much for "you think easy ka girl to be my gf"...what a jerk! Fuh!! luckily i didn't layan sangat his muka kesian for keep asking me to go to his apartment. He's been asking it since Tuesday..and Saturday morning he called me around 9 something just to asked me to stop by his house for a while just to kasi hilang his sangap. What does he think i am??? A whore? Why don't call his gf and ask from her?????!!!!

I forget to mention this in my previous post..during our video call, he keeps showing me all dis porn video. and most horrifying thing he did was showing me his d**k. WTF!!!!

If i was a bad person, I've already upload his video in youtube and tell the whole world how stupid and a jerk he is. And not forgetting showing it to his whole family..baru dorang tau who is being such a BITCH!! And not only that, but all his messages he wrote to me. All porn messages. Arrgghhhh!! Just feel like wanna bring him down just like how he, his family and his stupid gf bring me down. Then he knows how does it feels..

But i don't know why i can't do it..sigh~...i just leave it to God to do all the vengeance for me..

Through all this thing going on around me, i feel like i'm getting stronger and braver to say "no" to him. Not only that..i just realize that i don't have any feelings towards him anymore (well maybe a little) but it doesn't effect my life anymore.

Thank you God for listening and granting my prayer~