seem to always feel so lonely nowadays.. I never used to feel like this. I just feel so depressed all the times. I just wish I had someone to hug me and hold my hand to make me better. Personally, music and movies always help me the most when i am craving affection and can't receive any, they both take me out of my world and help my moods. It's a terrible feeling without a doubt. I'll be perfectly fine and see something related to love, then break down inside, as it reminds me that i have nothing like that.
Next, the urge of needing affection just attacks me and i can't do anything but "tough it out". Besides music and movies, i'll hug the S**T out of my pillow sometimes as i try to sleep. I wish i could make more suggestions on how to deal with this, i've only come so far myself. The best and most common thing i can say is to be positive, no matter how you're feeling.
I wish you're here with me by my side. I miss you very much..it'll kill me not to be next to you. I just don't want to feel so alone anymore..*sob sob*
Lonely I, lonely love you,
Lonely I, surrounded by nothing,
Lonely I, pieced and waiting,
Lonely I, cursed without you.
Lonely I, sit and think,
Lonely I, was before I met you,
Lonely I, hopeless still love you,
Lonely I, pain and nothing.
Lonely I, in the darkness,
Lonely I, with my tears,
Lonely I, sorrow and hate,
Lonely I, is this my fate?
-Alison Mills
